It's evening, still I'm in front of the computer, listening to music and chatting with friends. I'm killing so much time i have in a day, aside from pulling my self out of the thought of being a loner though still indeed i am, I may be missing someone, well indeed I guess I am. I don't know why? everything about this person stayed in my mind. I'm so caught in between happiness upon thinking about this person and sadness from considering the fact that whatever things happen, I can't have this person, "taken".
Lately I've felt like I don't find my self happy being single, every messages i posted on facebook regarding my status are all just part of my resistance, and It only means that I'm fakin'. The truth is " I miss the feeling of being taking cared of, on the other hand I also miss the feeling of treating someone so special". I miss having someone I can call my BABY. It's always been a struggle thinking about diversions, still my heart's powerful than my mind.
